Ghost!!

We had this conversation over lunch. About the things that you have to do when you sleep in a hotel room

• Knocked on the door/ press the door bell before you enter

• Make sure your slippers do not direct to your room. Letak sepah2 lagi elok.

which I ask "I thought the ghost don't wear slippers/shoes/stilettos. Somehow I have this imagination that ghost usually fly and never walk"

and they answered "the ghost will follow your shoes direction"

Pelik kan hantu tu. Kalo kasut susun elok2 dia tau mana nak pergi. Kalo tak susun, dia blur macam tak tau jalan. Hahaha.. Funny!

• Then cover your mirror with clothes if the mirror is facing you.

And a few more that I don't quite remember.

Why we have this conversation is because Boon wants to go somewhere alone and he said he scared to sleep in a hotel room all by himself. I then ask "when we were in Finland, you were sleeping alone. You are not scared then and scared now?"

Before he manages to give me answer, I suddenly say this out loud.

Oh! I know, because in Finland the ghost speaks Finish, if the ghost want to kacau you, he has to use sign language coz you don't understand each other. So the ghost thinks that it will be a waste of time and by having this thought, you don't feel scared. I have a suggestion, why don't you think that the ghost only knows how to speak malay this time, not English or Cantonese. So you are safe!!

He then said "Gila la you!!"

p/s: Haha. Saya juga takutkan hantu!!! Ntah ape yang ditakutkan, ntah lah. Dulu kat upm Olin and Asma' selalu kena temankan g toilet malam2. How I survive when I was in Finland? Sebab ada orang temankan saya sampai saya tertido.

Random Updates

• I'll be working tomorrow. Saje je tukar cuti xmas pegi ari jumaat. Suka g keja time sumer orang cuti. Boleh kuar umah kol 8.45 and still manage to reach office at 9. Boleh parking dekat basement dengan bayaran 3 ringgit sahaja when they usually charge by hour.

• HSBC sent me starbucks gift certificate. Best!! boleh minum coffee free lagi. Actually I prefer coffe bean over Starbucks. So HSBC, next time send me coffe bean voucher erk, please.

• Crazy over Where you are song. Jom menyanyi beramai2

• Saya ada azam tahun baru. I want to be a positive person. Positive positive dan hidup dalam kepositivan

• I'm thinking of buying yellow or purple shoes. Tapi sangat takut kalo lepas beli tak guna. Sebab tak pernah ada and susah nak match dengan handbag/baju. Azlan cakap kalo dia nampak saya pakai kasut macam ni. Dia suruh saya bukak and berkaki ayam. Tak yah pakai kasut. What say you?

I want to kill someone

Smoking kills!! I want to kill the person who smoke that cigars. Muahahahaha.

I hate smokers, especially yang jenis kalo nak hembus asap tu main belasah jer nak hembus kat mana2. Yang jenis tak respect orang langsung. dah tau tempat tu tak der pengaliran udara yang boleh mengalirkan udara ke luar. Kat situ lah jugak dia nak smoke. Hisy!!!

Kalo saya ada power Hiro Nakamura akan saya freeze kan masa dan lepas tu letak rokok yang dah dinayalakan kat kedua belah telinga orang yang hisap tu dan juga lubang hidung mereka. Lepas tu unfreeze time. Ini baru betul2 dikatakan berasap!

The wedding

Wedding budak sekolah yang ketiga yang saya attend. There's something about the wedding that I don't feel like sharing with anybody. Hehe. Let's keep the story in my safe box for a while.

I've got to see a lot of people, mostly first time jumpa after I left school. Some, I even have forgotten their name. Paling best bila jumpa cikgu sekolah. When he saw me, he goes like "Azriana kan" while I'm busy accessing my memory looking for information "dia pernah ajar saya ker and subject aper?"

All of us were busy catching up stuff which makes us forget to take picture with the bride and groom. Apekah, pergi kenduri tapi buat gathering plak. Tak senonoh betul.

The wedding favor is surah yassin. Interesting! Rather than bagi bunga telur ker, kek or whateva yang selalu orang bagi. Boleh beramal. Dapat pahala selagi orang baca surrah yasin tu.

Tetiba saya jadi paling tinggi menyebabkan Norain tak puas hati. Thanks to my shoes, I am 3.5 inches taller

With Ali Akbar, we used to have some issues back in form 5. He judge me which is so unfair, sib baik lepas dia balik belajar oversea. He called me and say sorry for whateva he did back in school.

With Mashit, satu dorm dengan saya. Selalu bagi tumpang tido kat katil dia(saya sangat penakut dulu).

Button

Say that you were doing some shopping and suddenly you lost a button on your shirt or pants. Don't worry! Don't panic!

Go to Italiannies, pretend that you want to order something. When the waiter/waitress go away after handed you the menu, steal the button from their chair. And when he/she come back, tell he/she that you have change your mind and walk away from that restaurant.


How to sew the button to you shirt or pants. I haven't come out with the solution yet. Hahaha

Okay, I know it's not funny. You will get this kind of entry when I'm bored to death. Not that I don't have anything to do but I don't feel like doing what am I suppose to do.

Oh come on, it's Friday people. Gimme a break!! Plus it's coming to the end of the year, sumer scorecard dah di achieved and most of the people here or at least the people that I work with are on Christmas and new year holiday.

Hurm should I go on leave too? I still have another 3 days of leave to clear for this year.

Welcoming you to this world

I have a niece. First in the family. After 3 nephew, thank god that Along have a girl. If not, I will go like "ala, nak baby girl!!". So now, Aiman, Irfan and Ashraf have to behave! tak leh main ganaz2.

Her unofficial name is Alya (tak tau le betul ke tak ejaannya)



Look at her hair. Goodness Gracious!! That is also first in the family. Ikut rambut ayah dia keriting. Can't imagine camnerlah bila rambut tu dah panjang. It's okie Alya, you can always go for rebonding.

Please do not disturb

Yay!! This weekend will be a marathon-for-TV-series-weekend. I'm so going to pull an all-nighter Friday night.... and Saturday night too?

I just got OTH, Gossip Girl, Heroes, and a lot other movies from Gabriel (Gabriel adalah source untuk mendapatkan movies dan series secara illegal dan percuma)

It's time to date Chad Michael Murray again, when I watch him in this series, it reminds me of someone that is very close to me. Both of them have a lot of similarities when it comes to decision making. Adalah terlalu sangat amatlah indecisive. But I'm excited coz he's going to marry Peyton in this season. Finally!!

And boleh bergosip dengan Serena. XOXO.

Oh, I have wedding to attend this Saturday. Saya kadang2 rasa lost bila ada wedding so called gathering budak2 sekolah. I am not a good friends so dah tak terupdate dengan kehidupan mereka. And another thing, camner nak avoid soalan2 "Ko tu biler nak kawin?" I bet at least 10 kali lah orang akan tanya saya soalan ni.

Tag

Saya tak di tag pon, but I don't have idea of what to update. So here I am, answering this question

7 random facts about me:

1. I have problem with people who have problem managing their time, kalo janji nak jumpa saya pukul 5, make sure datang pukul 5.
   

   If you think you can't make it at 5, please come at 4.50. Saya sanggup balik naik bas, kalo ada orang tu janji nak amik kat ofis kol 6, tetiba still tak memunculkan diri pukul 6.30
   

2. I hate egg yolk
   

   oh sangat geli ok, especially yang belum betul2 masak, masih bergoyang2 part kuning itu.
   

3. Saya tak pandai cakap aku, engkau.
   

   I've tried and failed miserably. Dulu pernah gaduh dengan wan (adik lelaki saya yang muda 2 tahun dari saya), dan saya telah menggunakan perkataan aku, kau dengan dia sewaktu bergaduh. Tetiba dia menangis dan berkata "adik cakap aku, kau dengan wan kenapa?" (Yer, adik saya panggil saya adik dan yes dia menangis kerana saya menggunakan aku, kau dengan dia)
   

   Orang yang baru kenal saya kata saya skema sebab guna saya, awak. Tp hakikatnya, saya tak la skema mana pon. Sket jer :P
   

4. Walaupon saya ada banyak baju2 cantik (by my definition) tapi kadang2 saya sangat selekeh apabila ke ofis.
   

   Ini akan berlaku bila saya berada di tahap kemalasan yang melampau sehingga mama saya akan berkata "adik nak pergi ofis ker nak pergi pasar?".
   

5. Saya juga tak boleh tengok ikan keli, let alone makan ikan keli
   

   saya rasa geli, sebab rupa dia macam ular. Saya geli dengan ular. Walaupun hanya melihat di gambar atau di kaca tv, ianya mampu buatkan saya terjerit.
   

6. Saya boleh jadi sangat pendiam dengan orang yang saya tak kenal (berlagak elegant), dan sangat kecoh dan huru hara dengan orang yang rapat dengan saya.

7. I hardly finish my food (like 99% of the time) and I prefer ice water over any other drink in this world.
   

   Ayat2 seperti:
   

   "Do you know that in Africa, people died of hunger blablablabla"
   

   "What a waste. You pay for 40RM for this meal and only eat 10RM blablablabla"
   

   dah macam iklan wajib yang akan ditayangkan setiap kali lepas saya makan. And kadang2 bila dah geram sangat saya akan balas balik
   

   "Oh yes, if you really care for them, please pack this and send to them".
   

   "I'll ask them to pack the remaining and eat the other 30RM at home"
   

   Masalahnya bukan saja2 tak nak habiskan dah memang saya tak mampu nak habiskan.
   

   And ice water is the best drink to drink. Don't you agree? Walaupon ke fine dining places, most of the time, I'll ask for ice water.

Saya dengan ini ingin memanjangkan tag ini kepada sesiapa yang rasa tak der idea nak update entry macam saya

In need for....

A husband!!

Yes, you heard me people. It soooooooo hard for me to wake up every morning to go to work for the past few days. So I'm thinking maybe I shud get married and settle as a housewife, full time housewife.

Ada sesapa nak jadikan saya calon isteri? Sesapa yang sudi silalah masuk meminang saya. Hantaran tak banyak, saya tak demand, I just want 2 tray of gifts. One tray of chocolate (jangan bagi choc cadbury sudah) and platinum credit card.

Thats it!!

Hikhikhikhik

Boyfriend(s)

Yesterday, I bumped into my x-colleague when I was doing some shopping. Shopping is not the highlight here but my x-colleague is on the spotlight now.

Gossip Girl, XOXO story starts here..

I saw her holding hands with someone. The problem is not with "the holding hand" but with the person who she holding hand with.

I say hi to her, at first she told me the guy is just her friend but when I gave her my raising eye brow with friend-won't-be-holding-hand-like-how-i-saw-you-hold-his-hand-just-now look, she then change her statement and introduce the guy to me as her boyfriend.

Why did I give her that kind of look?

Because…

I know the she is seeing someone from my office and even the whole office knows that they are together.

Oh…..

Saya adalah seperti ingin menyanyi di situ. Nak ikut citer P.Ramlee ke?

"Kalau dua2 merajuk, ana kawin tiga" (lagu tema Madu tiga kot) but she's a girl tak boleh kawin lebih dari satu pon so kenapa nak pasang banyak2.. (Not that I agree that it is okay for guy to pasang banyak2 okie)

Tired and exhausted

Last nite, saya mimpi saya dikejar oleh orang jahat. Ohhh.. saya adalah sangat penat. It's damn tiring.

It's just a dream but it felt soooo real. Termengah2 dibuatnya, like i'm just done with my threadmill.

So today I don't have energy to update my blog. Please excuse me, saya penat lari marathon malam td.

Hooray

My life is a total chaos right now. Haha. (and yet, I can still laugh abt it)

So that everyone know. My laptop (the one that i introduce to everybody in my yesterday's entry) is dead. Yeah!! My wish come true!! (I accidentally spilled a hot water on my laptop, Yay to me!). Depression can make you clumsy. Everybody agree?

So now, while waiting for IT to fix it and give me a temporary laptop, I'm blogging from Boon's laptop.

Where would you go?

As the title of this entry ask.. I you have 500 RM per person, 27 people and would want to go somewhere which offers some interesting activity that could involve everybody.

Hurm....

Tagged

Saya telah di tag oleh Measa, hehe. Saya tahu awak rindu saya.


Ini adalah gambar saya terkini, hari ini dan baru ditangkap sebentar tadi oleh Ai Cheak. Tapi gambar ni jauh sebab Ai Cheak amik gambar pemandangan di ofis saya sekali. Dan menurut peraturan tag saya tak dibenarkan untuk mengedit gambar ini. Tp actually saya telah sedikit mengedit dengan meng-resize-kan gambar itu.

and as you can see, I'm having a bad tudung day. Jangan tertipu dengan kekurusan kaki saya. Itu adalah ilusi jeans dan kasut setinggi 3.5 inci.

disebabkan ada objek lain dalam gambar, mari saya memperkenalkan mereka kepada anda semua.Anda boleh lihat linux machine saya yang masih belum saya setup sepenuhnya. dan disebelahnya adalah laptop saya yang super duper lambat. Saya ada katalog guardian, watson dan ikea di meja saya. Bila laptop saya buat perangai saya akan mengambil kesempatan untuk menyajikan mata saya dengan benda2 dalam katalog itu.

Becca (housemate saya semasa di penang) pernah tanya, Apakah buku faveret saya. dan saya dengan jayanya menjawab "katalog". Hahaha

The feeling

I thought I would be okay but I guess I just not. and listening to Secondhand Serenade album when I have this melancholy just make me feel worse. But it is no doubt one of the greatest album I've ever listen to.

Me: Hi there, do you feel any better?
Him: Nope
Me: Me neither. Jom naik roller coaster.
Him: Naper tetiba?
Me: Sebab takut naik roller coaster. Perhaps, after the ride the saya akan rasa what I'm feeling now is better than the feeling of naik roller coaster.
Him: Hahahahahaha

Oh.. I think it's just me, Big Worrier!! But I have a concrete reason to be worry. Don't I?

p/s: Ignore me.

Depressed

I've been feeling downhearted for the past few days. Totally depressed due to reasons I'd rather keep to myself for the time being.

So what did I do to overcome this? I do what I do best. I shop.

Retail therapy works best, don't you agree?


Black top, floral print shirt, two tubes (black and white)

What's inside the bag? A slim fit jeans that I've been dying for and the moment my eyes spot it, my heart couldn't be more agree that I have to buy it. This jeans is sooooo going to be my favorite one. It makes my leg look slimmer. There's also a top to go with the jeans.

A pair of shoes, not a killing heel (like I alwasy like) but this one is something that he like to see me wearing it.

Not in the picture is my sports bra (I'm back to my gym routine so no question why I bought it) and scarf from tie rack.

There's this shoes from ALDO that I fall in love with, but they only have the last pair which is on the display for my size (so I don't buy it, which technically save my pocket)

Other thing that caught my eyes, an oversize clutch from eclipse which Azlan stops me from buying. He said and I quote "it would be just one of the impulse buying. Trust me you wouldn't find the right event to use it plus your hand is too small for such a big clutch". He then starts to remind me with all the stuff that I have been buying but stuck in my closet.

But seriously, I'm still thinking of that clutch. Oh, come on, oversize clutch is so in, rite people? And I can always wear it like... anytime that I want to.



It still doesn't fix whatever it was made me blue in the first place but at least I have a great distraction.

How much damage to my pocket? Priceless!! I wish I can say that but as a matter of fact. I'm almost broke. That is what shopping does to you so it's to be expected. But I'm doing quite alrite, I guess. I used cash for everything that I've mentioneded above except the one inside MNG bag. But how much cash can I have with me at one time?

Jobstreet

Yesterday, there's this someone that I don't know YM me. I guess he get me through my blog.

Him: Hi, do you work in IT firm
Me: Yes
Him: You work with F-Secure
Me: Yerp
Him: Any vacancies?
Me: Not now
Him: Mind to tell me when there's opening?
Me: Just forward me your resume. I'll send it to HR whenever we have opening
Him: Please and if you don't mind, boleh tolong forwardkan dekat company2 lain jugak?
Me: FYI, I'm not working with Jobstreet. Until then, saya hanya boleh forwardkan dekat company saya jer
Him: Betul jugak erk.. hehehe

Apekah???

Glasses no more

Who said there's no such thing as a free lunch in this world?

It's friday. I feel good and in a very good mood. I want to give away my contact lens. Read this if you want to know the reason.


O2 Optix and the power is 350. If you happen to have the same power with me or know anyone who use this power. Just send your details to my email address azriana_05@yahoo.com. I'll courier the lens to you. Completely free!!

What's the catch? Nothing! Nada! Illek puchi amma.

Sunway Lagoon. Again?

with our wrist band

It's time for sunway lagoon again. Hehe. It's not that I really like the place, but I got two tickets for free. So, why waste? It's a bit different this time. Coz we spent most of our time laid on the bench rather than play. Before we go there, I actually told him that I'm not going to get myself on the roller coaster, tomahawk and what not (all the extreme game by my definition). Boring me, I know. I'm just scared and what can I do about it? But that makes me, ME!

What surprise me is Azlan, I thought he will be fine with the not so extreme (again by my definition). But I guess he is not. When I ask why he don't want to play again after the first round. He said it is not adventurous at all. Dear, I really really really want to believe what you said but deep down I know you are just scared. Blek :P. It's okie your secret save with me. I won't tell anybody. Ooops I just did.

We still had a lot of fun even we don't play that much. We went on the weekdays, so not many people there. Yerp, di saat sumer orang sibuk bekerja, kami berehat rehat di tepi pantai (buatan manusia la tapi)

We wrap up the day with dinner at Tony Roma's, Sunway Pyramid. Sat by the window with the view of Sunway Lagoon theme park, Oh my! My shrimp pasta just tastes a lot better that evening. Hehe. I wonder why

Who say you cannot exercise in the office

Yesterday, Ai Cheak brought her OTO Trimax to office. Being me, a freak body conscious (hahaha. Ni ayat exaggerate tau!!), I then wrap the thing on my tummy and my thigh.

Saya yang suka tanggalkan kasut kat office sebab kasut saya tinggi sangat

Suffer from middle child syndrome, my closest friend now of how I love to be the centre of attention. (SOMETIMES je ok). So yesterday was the day when I have the chance to mempublisitikan diri saya. I manage to grab my office mate's attention as the machine makes a few beep sounds when it starts and finish and also the vibration of the machine is not a silent type of vibrate. And as the thing do the business (vibrate on my tummy), whenever people talk to me, I sounded quite funny because my voice like shaking, rhyme to the vibration.

Below are the conversation between me and Ai Cheak when I was using the machine:

Ai Cheak: You don't need to use that la. You are not fat!

Me: Who said so? I'm very fat la

Ai Cheak: Where got.

Me: (with a serious face) I think I have one problem. My face!! It sooo round, like a doughnut. Can I wrap this machine on my face arr?

Suddenly I heard everybody burst into laugh. I don't realize that I was that loud and everybody can hear me.

Ai Cheak: I think your otak kena short circuit already. Too much vibrate.

Hurm. But what is wrong with my statement? Benda ni untuk slimming, and muka saya gemuk macam doughnut sebab Azlan suka bagi saya makan doughnut. Adakah salah kalau saya nak letak kat muka saya supaya dia kurus?

The day when credit card comes in handy

I received a parcel today. Guess from whom? Hehe

I don't have a secret admirer, and the package is not something very interesting either. Bukanlah bag coach atau makeup stila ataupon any designer item yang boleh membuatkan hati saya begitu gembira dan korang semua jeles dengan saya. The parcel actually coming from the bank. What's inside?

My road tax and insurance policy. Yerp, I had them send it to my door step. This is what I've been doing when it's time to renew my road tax and insurance.

1. Give my bank a call.
   
2. Ask them how much I need to pay (road tax + insurans).
   
3. Give them my credit card details.

And the next day, my road tax and insurance policy will come to me. Hassle free!! Call me lazy which i'm soooo not going to agree. If the service is there, why not we fully utilize it? Of course I have to pay 10 ringgit extra. But to me it's worth every cent.

If I were have to do it myself, this is what I have to go through

1. Drive under the hot sun (which I definitely will say no to that)
   
2. Make a few round to find a parking spot (which is a BIG NO, finding a parking spot can really make me cranky sometimes walaupun saya sangat penyabar orangnya :P)
   
3. Pay for the parking
   
4. Wait!!! (queue) to get them to serve me (this can also kill me)
   

So 10 ringgit and everything else is taken care of. Which one do you prefer?

What did I do....

when I'm hungry and I did not manage to buy breakfast.

1) Go to pantry, grab 4 sticks of julies love letter

2) and a cup of HL vanila milk



3) Dip the julies love letter in the milk (use it as a straw) and drink my milk. When the love letter is about to lembik2, eat it and change the straw with a new one.


Sedap di saat anda kelaparan.

Btw, I found a new way of drinking my HL vanila milk. Simply mix the chocolate flavor with the vanila. It taste real good. Its 1 to 9, which 1 is the chocolate flavor, and 9 the vanila. Perfect for people like me who already bored with the same taste of my vanila milk. Lepas saya dah bosan dengan vanila campur chocolate, mungkin saya perlu cuba chocolate campur strawberry (Yucks!! can't imagine the taste) Anyone dare to try and tell me?

What the hack

Last month my company sent me to this conference call HITB (Hack in the Box) at Crowne Plaza. Its conference and in hotel, I dressed up in my proper office attire (tak la sampai with coat kan) with a matching kinda business like handbag. To my surprise when I reach there. Most of the people there come in t-shirt (round neck) and jeans and 10 percent even comes with a short pants. I feel so awkward; you know the feeling of over-dressed. I'm not the only person who comes with the proper attire but still kata orang2 tua, masuk kandang harimau kenalah mengaum, kalo kandang kambing, silalah mengembek.

This is my first time ever been in a conference where people comes in short. But when I read back the title of the conference, it explains why. It's HACK IN THE BOX. Some of them are even hackers in which their routine job is to break the security. It will be quite funny to see them comes dress up. Isn't it? It such an eye opener for me to see these peoples in real, the passion they have to sit down and break people code is simply superb. We've seen them on tv (trust me, dalam tv tu sumer exaggerate je, macam senang jer dia nak break into other people security) but I've got to see the real one.

They are cool, especially the founder of pirate bay. From the way they give their talk, it really shows yang diorang ni hanya budak2 nakal who just want to have fun. So funny and entertaining to hear their story of how they start and what they have gone through to get where they are now. Plus mereka sangat berani untuk tampil ke hadapan and let the whole world know who they are. Super cool kan!!

It's a two days conference, so the next day. I just come in jeans and shirt. When my dress doesn't stand out from the rest, barulah rasa macam tak tersalah tempat. Hehehe

Teambuilding

We had a teambuilding at Avillion Admiral Cove, PD last two weeks. The teambuilding activity was sucks (sucks with a capital S). Of all the teambuilding that I've ever been, this is the only time I feel like all I want to do is sleep in my room. But the whole weekend was not a total failure because I really love the place where we stay. With the view of endless expanse of the blue dotted from my room, it gives me this warmth comfort feeling. I actually do give a thought of having my wedding reception there. (Not anytime soon eh, saje je berangan). But serious people, if anyone of you still looking for a place to hold reception. I highly recommend this place. You definitely won't regret it. Btw, what I meant is garden wedding yah. Not the ballroom type. :P

We have our dinner by the sea and swimming pool. The theme was Hawaiian Night. I should give the credit on the dinner as well. It's not the food that is awesome but for the fun that we had. It's totally a moment to remember especially for Boon.

It was unfortunate for Boon, it sooo happen to be her birthday. Ai Cheak and Samuel did a very good job with the coconut shell which they turn it into bra. Yes, you heard me people. It's BRA. You know how we make Boon wear it? We've got HR director to cooperate with us. Hahaha. It's a brilliant idea, don't you think. Coz as soon as he announces it to the floor, Boon has no way to run, it's either he wear it or jump to the sea. Which one is better? You tell me..

We undress and dress boon with her spanking new costume

1 ringgit and you get to touch his *****

this is strictly for 18 and above only

looks like they had fun

hurm what do you think?

Due to sensitivity issue, some picture will not be publish here and Boon is so going to punch me and break my new glass into 2 after he read this entry. Sorry :P

Body Combat

I finally made it to the gym yesterday after two months plus of a break. I got there early like 10 mins before 6 when the body combat class only starts at 6.30.

To kill times, I get myself on the treadmill and 25 mins later, I can barely stand straight which perfectly shows of how unfit I am now.

Body combat wasn't a brilliant idea to start with after such a long break, rite people. I do feel like a complete idiot, the way I punch, kick and move really make me feel embarrass to look at myself in the mirror. Let alone other people watching it.

And today I suffer from a body ache and pain. Perfect!

Why is it so hard?

I wonder why life can sometimes be very harsh on us.

I wonder why it is the person that we love most often be the person that hurt us most

I wonder why it is very hard for us to accept the reality

I wonder why something that has been plan beautifully can sometimes turn to be disaster in the end

To you,

You are the strongest person that I've ever known. As much as I want you to have a happy ending in your relationship, buuuuut what makes you happy is the things that matter.

It's not just about now. It's about forever.

Whatever it is, I just want you to know that you always have me.

Power

I always have a headache recently and my eyes, it feels so tired especially in the evening. Haih….

"It has to be my glasses power is increase" say me who tried to act as optometrist.

Last week, when I went to the optometrist to get myself a new glasses, Surprise surprise….

My power has decrease down to 300 from 350 and 325 from 350. I forgot which power is for the right eye and which is left. (You don't want to know the details, don't you?)

Wohoooooo!!! Great!!!

But the bad news is I still have another 3 months of a supply for my lens which the power is 350. (I don't know what to do with this, it's RM120)

And also, I have to get myself a new set with the current power. (money..money..money)

And speaking of power, I wonder is it possible for me to have a perfect vision one day?

alive

Yes people, I am still alive. Just busy with work. But i'll be back. Promise!!! You'll be getting the latest update of me somewhere next week.

XOXO

To get your perception right..

Yesterday, I bumped into my x-colleague from my first company. We talk about life and continue to our current job

David: Where do you work now?

Me: F-Secure, You heard about this company before?

David: Yeah..yeah. It's antivirus company rite? To me it's quite an interesting company to work with.

Me: Yeah, the technology that you have to learn. You have to catch up with all those virus writers… blab la bla (Coz that shows how good is your product, if our product can't detect the virus and our competitor can. Of course, tak de bisnes la kan)

David: I was thinking, do you have a team who create the virus. Because I wonder where do you guys get the virus sample (Naahhhh…. I've got this a lot from people when they know that I work with Antivirus Company)

And to answer everyone's curiosity:

NOPE, we don't create virus. The virus writer did. We just detect it. At least not at my company.

How do we get the sample?

We have a honey pot for virus feed. From there we analyze (reverse engineering involve here) and if it is determine as malicious, we will add the footprint to our database detection.

But I prefer to get this kind of question rather then "F-Secure? Ni company yang jaga parking kereta tu ker?) Believe it or not, I've got that before. Nak gelak pon ada.

Subway

How I love my subway to be taste like?

Bread: Parmesan Oregano or honey oat is fine too

Meat: Subway melt is simply the best

Veggies: Everything except the onion and the green chili

Sauce: Mustard, BBQ Sauce and Chili Sauce.

Back in Motorola, one of my x-colleague always complaint whenever I suggested Subway for our lunch. He said what a waste! The bread is exactly the same with the one we can get from Tesco (ala roti panjang yang keras tu) and yet we have to pay about RM12. But to me I love to every single bite of it. Sangat suka!! But frankly, it's hard to find someone who enjoys having subway for their meal as uch as I do. And today saya beli subway dan makan alone in my office. Heavenly heaven!! Tak pandang kanan kiri tau. Makan sehingga ke titisan terakhir.

Do you love Subway?

What do you paid for?

This is what we do at work. PS3 anyone? If you think you can drift better than me. By all means.... (Cheh..cakap macam pandai jer, padahal bila time drift boleh tersalah track - kereta berpusing 180 degrees and then akan ada warning " Wrong way!!!") Muahahahaha. Takper practise makes perfect kan.

In need for a new handbag!!

I am in need for a new handbag and have already started to hunt around. I came across this at Nine West mid valley and really fall in love with this satchel. The only thing that makes me stop and think over is the material. Kain biasa jer. It's white, which can be easily get dirty and kain biasa? Don't you think that it's too hard to maintain?

p/s: Boon come over to my place just now and told me that "hey membazir la and the bag is very ugly". Anybody agree with him?

Apple of my eyes

They are the reason I want to go home early everyday. They drive me crazy at times but that doesnt stop me from loving and wanting them to spend their time at my parents. My three nephews. Kanak2 riang :) Next year, I will have a niece. Tak sabar!!


It's Aiman, Irfan and Asyraf

It's not goodbye

Whenever we or our friends wanted to start a new life and need to move to some other places, the saddest part was not the moment when we said goodbye, but knowing that eventually, we won't miss or remember each other as we missed and remembered them at the moment we said goodbye

Left to right, back to front: Rebecca, Julia, Desiree, Min Jung, Amanda, Me (and the one taking picture - Jason)

They are my best friends when I was in Penang. We clique a lot faster then we can remember coz all of us have something in common in which "We have no one else in that Island". Fast forward a year, we are more like a family already.

Not for long, Amanda decided to move back to the states for good. Things change pretty quickly after that. It is contagious, coz soon after Amanda told us the news. Becca decided to leave as well. Feel a bit lost, coz they two were my closest friend among all of them, I then made up my mind that I should come back to KL and it doesn't stop there, coz next to leave is Jason.

When we first start our life at a place where we call home, we update each other with our daily activities via email and phone. Live goes on and we moved on. From every week of a phone call it decrease to once a month and now, once in a blue moon, barulah call and the email from 1 page, tinggal a few lines jer. Haih!!

I'm missing you guys badly :) I mean it!!!

N81 vs Navigator 6120

It took me 10 months to decide on which phone I should get for myself. It always difficult for me to decide on something, that people will give to me for FREE.

I'm not a kind of person who fancy over canggih manggih phone, let alone changing my phone every year. Nope, I'm not against technology, I'm in this industry line okay. It's just that saya rasa membazir tuk spend my money on gadget. :) After all, I just use the phone to make call and text people jer. So why bother.

I was juggling between Navigator 6120 and N81. Both are 3G phone. I really need that, coz soon when Azlan away, we still have 3G to make us feel connected. Having a navigator is a plus point since no one will drive me around anymore when he's not here.

After putting a lot of thoughts into this, we finally decide that I should get the N81. Why?

• I have to pay to get the GPS Service
• I think I will barely use the navigator since saya bukan suka merayau pon.
• Azlan is just a phone call away, all this while pon he's the one who navigate me to places I have to go

Now, I feel so excited about my new phone, which I will get tomorrow or the day after. Yeah, can hardly wait people!!! It's 8G and brown color, that's what I'm getting.

Emotional Bank Account

I came across this very interesting topic and I feel like sharing with everybody. All these might look simple to us. But often, we overlooked on the simple things and don’t realize that the root cause of the major problem mostly comes from all these 'simple thing'.

What is Emotional Bank Account? It’s a metaphor that describes the amount of trust that’s been built up in a relationship. So of course the more you deposit you put inside, the more trusted you are. (Sama lah macam bank kan, nak dividen banyak, kenalah letak banyak skeet duit :P)

But how do we make a deposit into this bank account? Read further, you are about to discover all the techniques!!

Understand the individual. Trust me, it’s not as easy as snapping your fingers. It may take sometimes to fully understand a person. (or even worse, you will just never understand them) Try!! This is the keyword. Takde benda senang dalam dunia ni kan

Attending to the little things. In a relationship, the little things are often the biggest thing. So you might need to be a bit sensitive to other people here ;)

Keeping Commitment. Keeping a commitment or promise is a major deposit and breaking it is a major withdraw. Next time, think twice before you make promises. Okie people:)

Clarifying Expectations. The cause of almost all relationship difficulties is roots in conflicting or ambiguous expectation.

Showing personal integrity. Personal Integrity generates trust and is the basis of many different kinds of deposits.

Apologizing Sincerely. How difficult it is to say I’m sorry? But just say that you are sorry if you really mean it and not going to repeat the same mistake again. That shows the sincerity

The Laws of Love and the Laws of Life. You have to love a person unconditionally. Not because of how much money he/she have but for the person he/she is.

And hey, this is not for people in a relationship je okay!! Ni untuk sume. Relationship dengan kawan, bos, colleague and your family.

Sekian, tazkirah hari ini

**credit goes to Stephen R. Covey

It's not really a break!!

Yesterday, I am down with food poisoning.

What could be more worse than having a diarrhea during the fasting month?

Toilet is so my best friend. I wish to bring my pillow inside the toilet so that I can just spend my time there and do the business at anytime my stomach need to. Without the need to rush to the toilet like every 20 mins. (maybe less than 20 that bile time peak sakit perut tu)

I don’t dare to eat anything and yes I’m fasting as usual. (Gigih tak saya berpuasa :) ) But towards the evening, my whole body sangat lah weak. Feel like macam nak pengsan je.

Thank god it’s over today!! Even saya tak ke toilet lagi, but my body still weak kesan dari pergi ke toilet secara melampau.

p/s: It’s not because of the karipap pusing yang sedap or chocolate cake with ice cream on top. Until now, I still couldn’t figure what exactly have poisoning my stomach. :P

The memory

Any of you ever look back...and think about all the punishment that you had in school? I bet you do.

I feel like I’m back in school again. Why did I say so? Coz I start having all the punishment again. But this time I’ve got to punish people. It’s a great feeling.

I have a discussion with my team member just now. There are a few times that they accidently speak in Cantonese and Mandarin. So when they realized, they will translate again or otherwise Boon will voluntarily translates it for me. (rasa macam handicap plak, kena ada translator)

It becomes more often. (Probably sebab saya tak join diorg lunch lagi, so it comes naturally to them to speak in their own language) I then stands up and said, “I want to make a rule here!! Whoever that speaks in any language that I couldn’t understand, will have to pay 1 ringgit” Hahaha. (Seronok hati saya)

They slipped still (but less), and I start counting my ringgit. Kaching..Kaching.. I can hear all the money coming in to my pocket!! (Tapi saya tak kutip pon duit2) If ever I did, dah boleh beli mcd dah tuk berbuka nanti!!

p/s: Does this rules sound familiar to you, en azlan? Hehehe, Empat ringgit!!!

On something over unrelated topic:

Saya dah jumpa karipap pusing yang sedap, dijual berdekatan dengan ofis saya. Yeah. Perfecting my buka puasa!! (tapi mahal!!)

Obsession

Well, I don’t know what has brought me to this obsession. Asked if this really an obsession? I don’t really have the answer to that question.

I used to be 46 kg-ies early this year. I was terribly heartbroken that I felt to commit suicide. Thanks to my friends for being there for me and brought me out of that misery.

Then I’m back on my feet again and this time I’ve added 6 kg-ies to my weight which makes my bmi fall under the healthy scale. I don’t feel quite comfortable with the so called new body of mine. I just feel fat, especially when Boon starts teasing me about how my body seems to be mengembang to him.

He doesn’t meant to be mean, he just want me to be aware with my own body, so that it won’t over mengembang. I guess I should be thankful to him.

I then start control my food intake, Nope, nothing extremely. I just avoid taking fast, junk and sinful food as much as I can and start to have a healthy lifestyle (speaking of healthy, saya rindu nak makan salad, with Italian dressing)

But to be honest, saya pernah terfikir nak makan herbalife tau. (Hard to believe, aite?)

I weigh myself last week, and I am now 49 kg-ies. Deep down I feel like dropping more (Now you know, why I called it obsession).

The only thing that stops me from doing so is my butt seems to be invisible now. Already I have very little bump to start with and now it is hardly noticeable. Haih. So I guess I better stop before it becomes macam papan kan.

Nevermind, hopefully I'll be able to pack on the kg again come hari raya ey?

You Hungry?

Today, I’m exceptionally hungry and lazy. It’s just awful, I feel so sluggish at work. Everything moves at a much slower pace. Huh, kenapalah saya tak keja kat Selangor?

So what did I do while slowly trying to get on with work? I feast my eyes with the tops from Forever21 and topshop online. Hahaha. Nasib baik dia tak der buat delivery dekat Malaysia. Kalo tak, God knows what will happen.

Yesterday we all (my team) went to body massage together somewhere in Sri Hartamas and followed by Buka Puasa at Souled Out (saya sorang jer pon yang pose). To be honest, I don’t quite like the massage but the food is like heavenly heaven. Tak la sedap sangat but you know la when you are hungry, everything taste sooooo yummy. I love the drinks, dragonfly (a mix of a few fruits and dragonfruit) and lemonade berry is just awesome.

We ordered too many appetizers, so when the main course arrived, I can’t really take it anymore. To not waste the expensive food, I cut it into pieces and put into everyone’s plate and Boon has to eat the most of my food. He gets annoyed with me that he said, “If you enjoy cutting the food soo much, you should go to the kitchen and help them instead”. Hehehe.

Hehehe. Now that I’m feeling very hungry, I’ve started thinking of all the food that I wasted yesterday. Actually, I really feel like eating a choc cake with a vanilla ice-cream melted on it.

Saya lapar!!!!