MIA

Reason:
Remind me of those days, when i do not have a goodnight sleep, coz I've got exam early in the morning.

Look, there's 2B pencil. It's been ages since i last have those pencil. I think the last one that i had when i was 18 years old, during my matriculation. For this certification, we are require to use this 2B pencil as the exam is objective.

The exam is tougher than what i thought it would be. That i felt wasted, stayed awake all night and still i did not manage to answer almost half of the question confidently.

Now im waiting for the result which going to be out in 2 weeks. Praying hard that i will pass the exam. Coz to re-take that exam is really a pain that i prefer not to go through again.

and speaking of which, we have to pay MDeC, half of the fees, as they sponsored us for this cert. how much is the half?

A few thousands!!

Now u understand why im praying hard that i pass the exam, don't u?

I'll be MIA again for quite sometimes. At least until mid of sept. I've got a lot of assignments and mid semester exam is just around the corner. Not to mention, all the presentation that i have to prepare. All comes at the same time.

God, I'm breaking apart.

To add more chaos in my life, I'm thinking of doing make over for my bedroom to something like this.Hahaha. Cantik tak? Ehm ehm.. saper yang nak tolong saya cat erk? Saper erk?

I want shoes

Tadi saya pergi mid valley, ada kasut cantik. 5 inches tall. and hsbc credit card holder can get 20% off. Its new arrival. So why not kan.

I've tried and really like it. Tp masa tengah beratur nak bayar. Saya notice, dekat strap dia dah macam rosak sket. So saya tanya untuk new pair. They said, it's the last one for my size. How can that be possible kan. New arrival??

Saya tak jadi amik. Sedih. Skang ni tak der mood nak buat kerja. sebab terbayang kasut tu jer.

Letih dan bosan

kalau benda yang sama asyik berlaku again and again. I wonder will it ever stop. Like really stop!!

I choose to go to class

Baik kan saya.

Semalam ada bbq party dekat Hilton KL. Walaupon sangat tempting nak pergi. tp saya tetap pilih nak pergi kelas juga. Ada orang seronok la saya pergi kelas dan bukan berparty. Kalo pergi party mesti hphone saya asyik bunyi 18 kali.

Masa dekat kelas, tetiba saya dengar thunder. Saya dengan Boon pon tergelak2. Padan lah muka diorang berparty. Hari hujan. Saya pon sms Ai Cheak

Me: We heard a thunder, you guys okay or already wet by now. Hahahaha
Ai Cheak: Nope, it's not raining here. We are enjoying the party and the view is so damn nice.
(Malas nak layan)

(Hphone vibrate)
MMS received from Ai Cheak, gambar2 makanan yang mereka makan

(Muka tension)
Dah lah perut lapar. Kelas sampai pukul 9, mmg sajer jer Ai Cheak ni cari pasal

Hari ni, dekat office..

Me: The food must be so so only (Based on my judgement last time when we had our diner at hilton, cost us 250 approximately per person, tapi food dia adalah sangat under par. Tak sedap langsung)

Them: No, the food is really nice, especially the sausage. Bla bla bla bla... (Start la mereka nak berlagak tu, cakap pasal view la aper pelbagai)
Me: Boon, we don't have to listen to them
Boon: You la, who ask you to talk to them
Them: Ya la, No audience, no speaker ma

Me: Okay.. okay.. look.. im putting on my headphone now. Okay.. So you have no audience now.
Sambil tunjuk tangan (talk to my hand sign)

Benci la!

Saya dah siapkan assignment. Hari ni nak balik keja awal and tido puas2. Cover balik tido2 sebelum ni. 1 down, 3 more to go. Sekarang ni takut nak submit assignment. Because of the stupid turnitin. A stupid software that can detect for plagiarism. No copy paste allowed. (How can that be possible, especially when u reviewing other people work. Berdoa kepada tuhan, semoga turnitin give me green and not yellow or red)

My shoes are not made for walking

Him: Kenapa suka beli kasut tinggi2. x sakit ker pakai?
Me: Hurm.. (before i manage to answer)
Him: tu lah nak berfesyen sangat.. tak kisah kaki tu sakit

hurm yerp, sometimes my shoes is really killing me. That's why i have a lots of plaster in my purse. In case i need it.

But i wear and like them still.

Why, because they are beautiful!!

I have no problem walking or even run in them. It's not because of the height that gives me the pain. It's just that some of the shoes, are not comfy.

Sometimes, i wonder, why can comfy and stylish comes together?

I think it does but the equation will be

comfy + stylish = expensive

So far the most comfy heels that i have is the one from eclipse. Never give me a single blister.

The rest, still gives me a blister every now and then. Its okie, plaster is my saviour.

Baby KIKO

In the car, on our way to mid valley

Saya: Ya (my youngest sister) baru beli seluar, tapi pinggang dia tak muat.
Dia: tak muat, kenapa kecik ker?
Saya: tak la, besar
Dia: Itu bukan tak muat, itu longgar..
Saya: Okay, tapi kiter tak belajar BM kan sekarang :P
Dia: okay.. sambung
Saya: Pinggang dia besar sangat. Saya pon boleh pakai seluar tu.. tak tipu..
Dia: Beli seluar ape yang besar sangat tu?
Saya: Seluar KIKO, untuk 13 tahun punya
Dia: OH, lain kali awak beli seluar KIKO jer lah. tak yah beli Levis ke MNG ke aper pelbagai. Jimat sikit. Muat kan pakai... (sambil tergelak2)
Saya: (Terdiam) isy isy.. ke situ plak dia...

Movie day

It was him who really wanted to watch G.I Joe. I've got a free GSC coupon and change it to G.I Joe movie ticket last Thursday.

I lied to him saying that we will watch the proposal instead. On Saturday during lunch, he membebel to me saying "G.I joe best.. baik kiter tengok cerita tu dari the proposal.. yada yada yada" and I just keep silence.

6.45. The movie started. He was expecting the love story scene and i cant stop giggling. And when the movie start, tak boleh tahan lagi terus tergelak. Hahaha.. (balasan orang yang selalu datang lambat, kan dah kena tipu)

I do not really have any expectation on the movie. Sebenarnya saya tak tau pon G.I Joe ni cerita apa. Yes, lately.. he's the one decide and i will just follow.

But there's one part of the movie, when suddenly both of us look at each other and make a sarcastic face. I then whisper to him "best kan cerita ni :P. ahaks"

Sib baik ada channing tatum dengan sienna miller (yang berkaki kurus dan chantek). Sebab citer ni tak la best mana pon. Macam tengok cerita kartun.

p/s: Saya ada kasut baru. Chantek! Lepas pakai akan buatkan saya terasa kaki macam sienna miller :P.

You have an option not to read this

I still remember the conversation with my colleagues during lunch time.

One of them ask:

In a relationship, why is it girls always the last to give in when theres something happen?

I beg to differ.

At least in my relationship, it happens the other way round.

Infact, he's the one who always the last to give in. It takes hours for him to forgive and forget when I only takes seconds or minutes to forgive and forget.

Often, I'll be completely okay after he said the magic words (I'm sorry)

But sometimes he still chooses to fight when all he needs to do is to say im sorry and the silly fight will come to an end. (He still didn't get the catch)

And sometimes, when I mengada ngada merajuk dengan harapan akan dipujuk.

He didn't get it and choose to argue, which in the end saya akan pujuk diri sendiri. (Penat jer merajuk)

But if he realized, he have made a big mistakes. Barulah dia beria2 nak pujuk. He was once waiting for me for a few hours inside his car just to ask for forgiveness. And almost makes my heart pop out when I reach my car, start my engine and suddenly he open the door and sit inside my car. Nasib baik saya tak panik dan sembur paper spray kat muka dia. (morale of the story: masuk kereta terus kunci kereta supaya orang tak boleh masuk kereta)

Trouble is a friend of mine

Semalam saya rajin.. balik rumah.. mandi, terus amik journal dan baca. Bersemangat nak siapkan assignment yang kena hantar next week.

Tetiba, ada orang ketuk pintu bilik. Bila saya bukak

Mama: Habislah, papa langgar kereta adik (dengan suara kelam kabut dia)
Me: Huh, teruk ker?
Mama. Ntah, adik pergi tengok tu
(Berlari turun bawah, dan melihat kereta sendiri)

It wasn't really bad. but still it needs at least 300RM to fix the dent and repaint..

Papa cakap dia tak nampak kereta saya dan terlanggar masa dia reverse. Partly is my fault, saper soh parking kereta kat situ. But.. how i wish my dad could be more berhati2 before reverse kereta.

This morning, masa tengah breakfast, papa cakap.
Adik, nanti papa repair balik kereta tu. And i was like... tak payah lah... nanti adik repair sendiri. Muka papa adalah sangat rasa bersalah masa dia cakap macam tu. (Macam sedih la pulak)

This is the 2nd time, First time masa saya baru2 beli kereta, papa pakai dan lepas tu terlanggar divider. and dia cakap. Nanti dia repair. and i let him.. Sebab masa tu saya baru start kerja. gaji pon baru 2.2 ribu jer.

Skang ni, saya dah keja 4 tahun dah.. tak kan lah duit repair kereta yang tak sampai 10% dari salary saya nak mintak kat ayah saya yang dah tak kerja lagi kan..

Huhuh.. x pasal2 saya kena buang duit begitu sahaja. Boleh beli 2 pasang kasut dekat charles and keith tau.

Morale of the story: jangan parking kereta merata2 dan jangan biarkan ayah anda langgar kereta anda. Susah nak kira nanti :P

Spotted

Wearing the same top twice. Ohh and handbag too

It's all Azlan fault. Lately, he always have ad-hoc plan, meeting his friends without telling me up front.

The first time, he decided to bring me along to his friend's BBQ party.

Okay. I'm all set

Second time, he suddenly ask me to accompany him seeing his friend (the same circle of friend again), when I'm wearing the same top and handbag again. The top is in striking pink.

Who doesn't notice?

I met them twice and both in the same top. Haih

So I left my handbag inside the car and just bring my purse along and hope that my top become unnoticeable.

Haih… I keep on wearing that striking pink top these days..

because… I couldn't fit into XS size anymore and most of my shirt is in XS size.. (muat la tapi macam tak cantik sebab ketat2)

bila la nak kurus ni?

ESOK BOLEH?

Panic Attacked

Okay, rilex. Don't panic…

I have assignment that I need to submit by next week. And I haven't started anything on that yet. Okay, I lied. At least, I have printed all the material that I need to read (journal, conference paper, etc)

Not that bad huh?

So yesterday before I leave the office, I printed the reading material for my assignment. Sangat bersemangat okay!! I even bring back highlighter from office konon nak tunjuk that I really read the journal la.

But as soon as I reached home, had my dinner, took my shower, laid on the bed, looking at a few papers, Identifying of which one I should read first. My eyes started to close half already.

I then texted Azlan and told him that I'm sleepy. And he replied: "Study..study, jangan malas"

Okay, saya harus rajin!!

5 minutes later….

(On sms)

Me: can you please wake me up at 12.30

Him: Okay

(12.45 and the phone ring)

Im soooo sleepy la, tomorrow morning, I wake up early la.. okay.. thanks..

ZzzzZZzzzzZZZZzzzzz

Sampai ke pukul 8 pagi….

Bila nak buat assignment ni???

Gosh.. I don't even know what to write…

When the absence of evidence is not the evidence of absence

Sometimes I just hope, people will understand me better.

But understanding a person is never as easy as learning ABC.

Yeah, I got it. But that can never be an excuse for you to understand someone. Isn't it?

Sometimes I wonder, of whether or not my expectation is too high?

Of whether or not, I am unpredictable person that it makes it hard for people to understand me?

Of weather or not, people tend to take things for granted that he/she don't even bother to understand me anymore.

Or simply because i'm too sensitive over teeny-weeny matters

Dough Nut!!

Me: I feel like eating donut. Later, I'll go and buy Big Apple.. (and we are passing the krispy kreme doughnut)

Boon: Hey, buy this la…I heard people say it is nice

Me: I heard people say it is very sweet.

Boon: No, it is nice la. We buy krisky kreme la

Me: Don't want.

Boon: Ok lah I belanja.

Me: Okay

We buy 1 dozen and bring back to office for tea time. Trust me, the taste is nothing but only sweet. It gives me a feeling of biting a sugar. Blegh….

And the something-with-cheese (I forgot the flavor name) is the worse.It was nothing like what we imagine it would be.

Conclusion: I will never have a second byte. Double bleghhhh….