Letih dan bosan

kalau benda yang sama asyik berlaku again and again. I wonder will it ever stop. Like really stop!!

i can be mean sometimes

i always wonder, how do people feel when they swear, when they say bad/harsh words to other people. Now i perfectly understand when i experienced that myself.

It makes you feel better... but not for long people... coz i started to feel guilty after that.

Haih...

maybe its just not me, or maybe i have to try more ;) i donno. But seriously i dont like to see me in that situation. First time and i hope it will be the last one. I just hope that what im fighting for worth the sacrifice of my kesopanan dan kesusilaan.

If you are lucky and manage to push the right button, you'll see me explode and hold on tight coz you will not like what you are going to hear. But i'll definately say sorry when im done. Dont worry...

YTF laaa (azah pinjam ayat awak kejap.. which stands for Yong tau fu)

I am sorry

It's 7.25 in the evening. I'm still in the office. Nope I am not a workaholic. Its just that I do not want to be caught in the massive traffic jam. Down pour. Expected!!

Here I want to say I am really sorry to En Azlan Firdaus for what happened just now. Gosh I seriously need an anger management class. Azah, jom cari kelas nak.

Perhaps it is just my PMS. Let's wish!!

Anger Management

I donno what’s wrong with me, well actually I do. It seems like I’m having a hard time to control my anger these days. Even my sist scared to sleep with me coz she scared that she will be the victim of my “peluru sesat”.

On Saturday morning, I supposed to go out and meet somebody. I think everybody knows that I’m having a problem with people who is not punctual. Depending on my mood but often it will annoy me.

I usually put on or remove my contact lens after taking the shower. So I do my routine like usual that morning after taking my shower which I suppose to put it on but what I do instead is open my contact lens casing’s cap. Throw away everything out of the window.

I don’t know what was on my mind. I think I am just mad that my brain did not really processing as the way it usually does. I then put a new solution inside the casing and use my finger to remove the lens from my eyes. (Look at the picture below) Then only my brain wake up when the finger touch my eye ball. Ouchh!! It hurts tho which I then realize “crap!! I just throw my lens that I only wear for a week outside the window”

Gosh that goes my 40 ringgit!!

Morale of the story: Don't try to wear your contact when you are mad. Coz you might ended up throwing it out of the window :P

Updates

I have tons of story to update but got distracted by the stalker that suddenly appear on my blog. Here a little snippets of what happening in my life.

• I cant really sleep well last nite. Not because of the stalker, but because of the stupid mosquito that byte on my feet. It is so itchy that it woke me up from my sleep.
  
• My whole body especially the leg is still pain kesan dari exercise yang berlebihan (I had an hour of cardio step and followed with 30 mins of a threadmill on wednesday)
• I deserve a pat on my back coz I am now 1 kg lighter, thanks to the hardwork in gym. muahahahaha

To miss adelina or whoever ur real name are. Do I look like I care of who you are? If you think I would, you are so totally wrong. Unfortunately the world doesn't revolve around you. Get yourself a grip. Stop the drama. I'm getting sick of it.

To other readers, make urself at home, teruskan memberi komen. Jangan biarkan misteri adelina menyelubungi anda. Wahkakakakaka.

I'll be back with more entertaining stories in a bit.

Wrong number

On my way back from yoga class:

Sound of my ringtone. (Music: Without you – same same and Jaclyn victor). I’m looking at the phone’s screen, wondering who it might be as I don’t recognize the number.

Me: Hello
Somebody: Ni saper ni? (Dengan nada yang agak tak berbudi bahasa)
Me: (Apahal la plak minah ni). Nak cari saper?
Somebody: Tadi u ada mesej no ni 0122417744 (masih dengan nada yang tak berbudi bahasa)
Me: (OK, dat ring a bell). Owh sori wrong number.
Somebody: You nak hantar kat no aper yang sampai tersilap? (dengan nada yang kerek)
Me: 0122417440
Somebody: Lenkali kalo u nak hantar mesej, tgk lah dulu. Jgn main hantar jer. (Ni ayat sound tau)
Me: OK
Somebody: Slammed the phone.
Me: @#$%^&^%$%^& (Hekelleh pompuan ni )

I was so tired on that time ( Read my previous entry) so I don’t give a damn to wuteva she want/have to say. First of all, naper dia nak marah dan berlaku tidak sopan. Hello, its wrong number or in other words TERsalah nombor. TER maksudnya tak sengaja. What the heck, its not that I sent her an abusive/porn/ or wuteva that might make her feel so stress about it.

I told azlan about this, he came up with these 2 conclusions

• It’s her number: She thinks that it might be a guy, she called up, it turn to be a girl. She disappointed
• It’s her boyfriend number: Suspicious about the message, she called up. Figure out it’s a girl. She’s mad

Wuteva it is, to miss 0122417744: lenkali bawak bersabar sket. Don’t let your anger rules you emotion. Nak call orang kenalah belajar beradab sopan. Yer tak?

Excuse me for my language. Will ya :)

Follow up

Follow up to my previous entry:

To you, I wish you would have the chance to get the taste of your own medicine.

Sigh..I know, I've got carried away. Okay..okay..I'm snapping out of my anger now.

The Break Up

A friend of mine ym me this morning and told me that he just got dump. The worst news is the girlfriend is now engaged to only-she-know-who

I was like…. What?

I then start to bombard him with a quest like:

• Do u know the guy?
• When did they start to be together?
• When did you guys break up?
• How do u know about the engagement?

The answer:

• No idea
• No Idea
• A week before the engagement
• From friend

!@#$%^&* @*& Well…well well.. I can’t really tolerate with this kind of people.

Hey you!! Can u at least please tell him that u want a break up? How can u keep 2 guys at the same time and don’t even bother to tell him that u already make your decision. This is sooooo not fair to him. It involves people’s feeling!! Do you have any idea of how difficult it is to mend a broken heart? Oh forget about it. I don’t think people like u care. To you, it’s just about you, yourself and no one else. So you want to play the game of ‘best man win’? Hello, wake up!! Open your eyes and start using your brain for once. Is he aware of this game? Do you know that in a game all players must know the rules before they start? You are an adult so be like one. Please and please be a bit responsible on your action or your decision next time.

Huh.. Why am being I so emotional about this? Coz I’ve been in that ride before. It is so damn painful to be wake up one day and just realize that your world is turning upside down. To keep on thinking at which point you have done wrong. Blame yourself when it is entirely not your fault. Frankly, only god can heal such wound.