Officially missing you

its been 3 months since he went away. but this few days, i am missing him extra-ordinarily,
so damn missing him that if money is not a problem i will definitely jumping on the next plane to gold coast.

but yeah.. money is a problem. so back to reality. i still have to wait for another 5 months. Oh my.. how do i get through this 5 months without you..

this feeling that im having now. its really killing me..

yeah.. i do talk to him, phone, skype.. we text each other.. email.. ym..

it helps.. for a while.. but i just want to see him.. i want him to be physically in front of me.. so that i can see him talking to me..his smile..and everything else..

im sick of 'seeing him' through the webcam.. it just different.

i wanted to do all the stuff that we used to do together.

i wanted to be able to call u when i feel like doing so.

i wanted to see u..

and yes... all i want for christmas is you!!!