promises

Terlajak perahu boleh di undur, terlajak kata..binasalah diri.

Iyer.. tepat sekali. 2 years ago. when my sister sat for her PMR. I actually told her that i'll buy her a laptop if she get straight A. (knowing that she couldn't, sebab tu berani janji macam2)

and when the result out. She call me happily and i'm the one who is sad with the result. (Laptop is not cheap okay, well at least to me)

I keep on buying more time until like last 2 weeks, i decided that enough with buying time. I should get her the laptop. and yes. Today, i received the laptop and she is so happy with it.

fuhhh... i dont dare to promise her anything though i think its impossible for her to get straight A for her SPM but still, nothing is impossible, right. I pray for the best for her.. since she wanted to become a doctor and get a scholarship from JPA.

so yes!! i am totally broke this month and the following few months.

malas

semakin hari semakin malas nak berblog..

patutkah saya berhenti berblog.

tapi kat mana nak luahkan perasaan hati :P

i want to stay healthy

sebelum ni, everytime bila ada orang cakap.. eh, kurusnya, kenapa kurus sangat, ya allah, kurusnya. i dont really take it seriously. But when people starts to like macam stop for a while and really talk to me on how skinny i am. you know when people talk to u with that kind of look.. macam konon2 saya ada masalah anorexia.

i started to feel like they are being rude. rasa macam tak ada beza kalo lah saya ni gemuk dan orang cakap.. ya allah gemuknya engkau! ko makan aper?

haa.. sama. itulah apa yang saya rasa sekarang. that i started to look into the mirror and keep on asking my siblings.. am i too skinny?
okie. i am slightly under the normal category, if you want to talk about BMI. i repeat, slightly.

masalahnya bukan saya tak nak gemuk. saya tak berdiet. dan saya tak control food intake. i eat what i want to eat. naturally, saya memang a small eater. but depending on the food. especially if its mcdonald.. i can eat more than a set of mc value meal.

but the problem is saya ke toilet like maximum 3 times a day. and minimum 1 time. 3 times kalau saya makan melampau sangat.. sehingga terlebih dari norma2 manusia makan. so that explains.. ke mana semua makanan2 tu pergi.. so it seems like no matter how much i eat. it will definitely ended up in toilet.

but recently, i've tried to eat junk foods. oh boy, it really works. within a month. i manage to gain 2 kg-ies. but the problem is the proportion of where the fat goes is not proportionate and seriously. I dont feel healthy. Not at all.

rasa malas. rasa macam akan dapat penyakit macam2 sebelum sempat menimang cucu yang ke 15. dan rasa takut setiap kali menelan makanan2 yang tak healthy itu.

ahh..tapi lepas dah mula makan junk food. memang susah nak berhenti. tapi saya mmg patut berhenti.

because i rather stay skinny but healthy rather than normal and unhealthy.

btw, i really hate it when people said this... why do you want a model figure, when you are not a model??

daaaa... macam lah.. saya pergi bentuk2 kan kaki saya supaya panjang dan kurus.. macam lah saya muntah kan balik semua makanan yang saya makan...

nope i never do that and will never do that.

Officially missing you

its been 3 months since he went away. but this few days, i am missing him extra-ordinarily,
so damn missing him that if money is not a problem i will definitely jumping on the next plane to gold coast.

but yeah.. money is a problem. so back to reality. i still have to wait for another 5 months. Oh my.. how do i get through this 5 months without you..

this feeling that im having now. its really killing me..

yeah.. i do talk to him, phone, skype.. we text each other.. email.. ym..

it helps.. for a while.. but i just want to see him.. i want him to be physically in front of me.. so that i can see him talking to me..his smile..and everything else..

im sick of 'seeing him' through the webcam.. it just different.

i wanted to do all the stuff that we used to do together.

i wanted to be able to call u when i feel like doing so.

i wanted to see u..

and yes... all i want for christmas is you!!!

xmas partay

i actually wanted to blog about the xmas party that we had recently...

but..dont feel like doing it anymore.
in a bullet point format i would like to give a summary of that night.

• Food wasn't so nice that night, it wasnt bad but not good either.
  
• I had two xmas gift. Thanks to boon. (I took Boon's gift - wall clock, as he doesnt want it and i could hang it in my room. and i love my santaaa so much)
• Party was a little bit boring, i think the live band makes me boring. It's the same live band as the one we had for office warming party. They should change to the new one. Not that they are boring. but we need something new. :P
• Most of the time.. the activity is dancing. Perhaps, coz i dont dance. so i do not know what to do.
• Someone spill a beer on my pants. My new Levi's pants. eiwww... Stinks!!
• I notice that there's a few malay who started to drink openly. Free flow of beer and red wine. Can't resist huh!!

p/s:

1) I personally think, that for muslims, no matter how beautiful or handsome you are, the moment you drink (as in alcohol) publicly like nobody business, you are the most ugly person in the whole world. and sorry. I kinda feel disgust with this kind of people.
2) Knowing that there's a few response lab guy might be reading this. i know that i shouldnt be criticizing people in my blog, openly. i never does. but this is an exceptional.

do you love wedding

the first Chinese wedding that i attended and i was pretty much nervous as i was worry on searching for a perfect dress for the wedding dinner.

It's Ai Cheak's wedding. Believe me she look stunning and sooo gorgeously beautiful on her pre wedding photo and also on the morning session "when the husband pick her up from her house".

She still look beautiful on the wedding dinner but i personally think that the hair spoil her look. it bring down the elegant and beautiful look that the bride should have and makes she look aggressive.

picture, curi dari facebook ai cheak

The wedding starts beautifully on that night. It really touch my heart when the husband who was waiting in the middle of the hall starts to play violin with 'right here waiting' the moment she walk on the aisle.

it was really a night to remember especially for her. and this is is how i look like on that night


p/s: For some reason, i love to look at all her wedding picture and to tell everyone the truth i actually keep 4 of her pre wedding photo (they actually distribute the wedding photo to the guest on the wedding dinner) and as i am one the closest friend, i have the privilege of choosing the picture that i want.

It's nothing

I want to blog about something that is related to someone. But knowing that the person might be reading this. i rather save the story in my personal diary.

But its okie, in the future when i read this entry again, at least it reminds me of the story.

Australia ker?

Conversation between en azlan and i

Me: Nanti kalo pergi aussie, boleh pakai kasut baru beli.
Azlan: tak yah lah pakai2 heels tu. Orang2 kat sini kaki ayam jer jalan. the most pon pakai selipar
Me: Oh yer ker
Azlan: Yer lah. Jalan melintas highway pon pakai bikini jer. baju pon tak pakai. So tak payah nak bawak2 heels aper pelbagai
Me: Oh okay. camtu tak yah bawak baju jugak lah.. nanti pergi beli bikini jer
Azlan: ewah2 cakpong cakpong


Betul tak? nak sangat soh ikut orang autralia tak pakai kasut.. biarlah sama terus.
ha ha ha