Its not the first time we parting from each other. When we first started our relationship 3 years ago, we started with a long distance which we only get to see each other once a month and whenever we are lucky, it will be more than once.
But that was way different, we are just like a phone call away, and KL isn't so far from Penang. Only 400 ++ kilometers, which he can always come and visit me whenever he want. and to drive up to penang will not give a damage to his pocket.
But now? It cost us 18RM for every minute of phone call and 1 RM per sms? Do we need the family plus plan still? Gosh our phone bill is soo going to hit the sky by now. and for me to fly there, haih.. we are talking about few thousands ringgit here people.
Agak terharu when he called me the day before he leave and ask me to help him print our picture, coz he want to bring it together with him. How thoughtful is that as i wasnt that thoughtful myself.
His last day in Malaysia does not end the way we plan it to be. I supposed to pick him up at 4.30 and send him to LCCT. But was late because of the stupid tailor (i'll write about this in a bit, lets put the spotlight on him for the time being). So i did not get to spend the very last quality time with him before he leave.
In the airport, i spend more time with his mom as compared to him. Not that im complaining, but it's him that i will missed. You get what i mean? Plus his garang abah, just make me feel like menikus dekat situ. (Yes, i know i was late, haih.. if only i can turn back time) The only sentence that his abah say to me that evening was just. "Jom, kiter pergi makan, buka puasa sesama and nak makan aper?". and that was it.
When he said his last goodbye and salam2 dengan semua.. i was just bz looking at him capturing the best picture of him using my eyes and store it deep in my heart. Masa tu dah sedih sket2 but still okay. and when he call me before his plane took off.. I just burst into tears. Real one. Then is when the reality sets in. You see! Its just one year, i know. But thats the problem when you rely too much on someone. Or more like when my life is part of his.
And the next day when i received a call from him, i could not stop smiling and even Boon said i am crazy as if i never received a phone call before.. Hey, its your boyfriend that call you from thousand miles away..
Truth is, i feel so lost without him.. How i wish i have Hiro Nakamura power now. So that i can help to fast forward the time.
to en azlan dear.. You'll be missed and all the best for your future and our future :) Jangan noti2.
Our last picture together, to those yang tanya. kenapa baju macam besar jer? sejak bila ada baju besar2 ni?
answer: kiter kena menghormati bulan ramadhan dan orang tua :)
Okay habis.. pergi muntah sekarang
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