Clumsy me

This is the consequences of procrastination...

sleepless night for a few days just to finish my 30 pages assignment that require me to read 26 journal for me to compile all the information needed.

I manage to finish my assignment at 4.30 pm, email Boon my assignment to get him print it for me (as im still on my hari raya leave and my printer broken), leave my house at 5 for my other class in UM.

and when Boon hand over the assignment to me, I flipped through it and went surprise when i reached the final page.

me: Hey, why is it only have 24 pages
Boon: How am i supposed to know, i just print whatever that u emailed to me and it is so impoosible for me to print it wrongly..

(paused and thinking)

me: this is not the updated copy, why din you tell me that it is just 24 pages
Boon: crazy. How am i supposed to know how many pages your assignment is
me: Today is the due date and I'll be penalized 8 marks if i din submit by today. I definitely wont get A anymore.
Asma: aper kata awak keluar kelas kejap, then cari printing shop then awak print
me: saya tak bawak laptop saya
Boon: why dont you send it tomorrow morning, 6 am
me: where can i find printer in the middle of the night

(everybody silent)

me: im going to send the not updated version anyway and be honest with the lecturer abt my situation and let see if he buy my story.

I did send him the email after i left my assignment on his pigeon hole and promised him that i'll send the hard copy the very next day during my lunch hour

when i reached his office, knocking on his door, my heart beat really fast that i felt like it need more space than what it have.

and to my surprise...

Prof roman poznanski (yeah, until now i din know what citizenship he have) doesnt sound unhappy at all. He excuse me from the penalty and infact he said something that is totally hard for me to believe

He said and i quote "You did great in your presentation last 2 weeks. I really like your presentation, i definitely believe u'll get an A for this subject because you are doing well"

Honestly, when i decided to take my master, I dont really put a high hope that i'll graduated with first class honest. Unlike when i do my degree, i have already set the goals right before i start and yes.. i achieved my goals.

Seriously taking master part time is not as easy as what i thought it would be. All the assignments, exams and not to mention sleepless night sometimes really drives me crazy.

But of course who doesnt want to be graduated with first class honest right? and if i do.. i cant be more than happy. and i pray that god will make things easy for me. Amiinnn

Saya memang marah

amaran: entry agak panjang

Sebab baju raya saya tak jadi. Lebih marah lagi bila tailor tak mengaku salah dan masih menegakkan benang yang basah dan cuba mengatakan baju yang siap dijahit adalah seperti di minta.

Apekah?

Ini adalah gambar baju yang diminta. Sila lihat. Baju adalah ala ala baju berpotongan longgar dan lurus yang mana bahu adalah jatuh ke bawah ala ala baju kurung kedah serta lengan yang juga berpotongan longgar. Leher agak bujur dan lebar ke sisi.. Okay.. Semua paham..



Mari kita teruskan dengan baju yang siap.. (Maaf gambar tidak ada) Takper saya boleh gambarkan.. Baju yang siap adalah baju kurung moden dengan leher ala ala t-shirt berkolar bulat. ada shape tapi berpotongan besar. lengan ala2 baju kurung moden yang lurus kat atas dan kembang dekat bawah. dan panjang baju yang tergantung di atas peha. Okay.. semua paham...

I was like...

Eh, kenapa baju ni lain yer?

and she goes..

betul la dik.. itulah baju yang adik mintak hari tu. Baju macam baju kaftan sikit2 kan..

Manusia normal mmg tahu baju yang diminta adalah bukan seperti baju yang siap dijahit..

dan bila saya try.. saya cakap... ni bukan baju yang saya nak... lepas tu kenapa badan dia pendek yer...

and she goes..

Oh pendek sebab kain tak cukup la dik. Kita memang ambik secukup kain you..

dan saya menjawab

haa? tak cukup.. selama hari ni saya buat baju 2 meter tak pernah ada orang complaint tak cukup kain pon

dan dia jawab..

sebab adik tinggi..

dan saya terfikir dan berkata dalam hati..

Yer saya tinggi.. tapi bukan lah tinggi mana pon 163 cm.. dan nampak tinggi sebab saya kurus dan selalu pakai heels tinggi2

saya diam dan terus buat muka tak puas hati..

Baju tu adalah super ugly okay.. Bayangkan kalau orang bersaiz S pakai baju kurung moden bersaiz L yang leher dia macam t-shirt berkolar bulat dan lepas tu baju tu singkat paras peha.. Sila bayangkan

tailor dia yang nampak keadaan saya terus approach saya... dan cakap.. okay.. sebabkan baju ni tak jadi macam you nak.. dia pon suggest la camner nak cantik kan baju tu

Bila makcik tuan punya kedai tu berlalu pergi.. dia pon tanya .. nak design macam mana sebenarnya.. Bila saya bitau dan tunjuk gambar.. tailor dia pon terkejut... cakap baju tu totally different..

So tailor tu pon pujuk2 la saya.

Apa yang buat saya sangat marah adalah bila orang buat salah dan tak nak mengaku buat salah.. dan lepas tu bila saya cakap okay saya boleh terima tapi nak kecikkan badan dan buat betul2 ikut saiz saya.. dia pon mula bising2...

sayang la dik, kalo nak potong, kain you ni mahal..
mula2 saya ignore jer.. bila dia keep repeating the same word again and again.. saya reply.. sebab kain saya mahal la saya tak puas hati macam ni.. Bila kain 280 rm tapi bila siap jadi macam baju pinjam.. serba tak jadi semuanya...

dan dia jawab
yer saya tahu kain adik mahal..saya pernah buat satu baju customer kain sutera macam ni jugak sebab tu saya tak bagi potong

at the end bila dipujuk2 tailor dia, saya bersetuju nak amik baju tu keesokan harinya tapi dengan syarat dia alter baju tu kasi panjang sket. (which means dia akan bukak jahitan dekat bawah yang lipat tu dan jahit sikit jer) tak solve the proble tapi at least better than before la

The next day, bila saya datang, makcik tu tak jaga kedai. Kakak dia yang jaga.. Baju tu pulak ada masalah biler tailor nak alter tapi tak jadi seperti apa yang di cadangkan..

Kakak dia tiba2 cakap..
Kakak dia: Bagus lah you, kain you dah silap jahit you still nak ambil lagi..
saya: tgk lah dulu maybe saya tak nak bayar upah kot kejap lagi (Gila ke aper, upah dia 110 tau)
Kakak dia: Selalu customer tak nak amik dah tau kalau jadi macam ni

Bila dia pergi, tailor2 dia pon cakap.. haa apa lagi bos pon dah cakap.. tak payah amik.. baik tak payah amik.. mintak ganti rugi jer

Bila cakap dengan tuan kakak dia.. kakak dia suruh deal sendiri dengan adik dia..

Berikut adalah perbualan telefon antara saya dan makcik yang salah buat baju saya tu

Saya: Saya tak nak lah baju tu
Makcik: Kenapa pulak?
Saya: sebab baju tu bukan macam yang saya minta
Makcik: betullah itu baju yang awak mintak
Saya: Bukan, baju yang siap totally different
Makcik: Tapi kain you tak cukup nak buat yang macam you nak (masa ni dia dah i, u dah)
Saya: kalau tak cukup kenapa tak bagi tahu masa saya mintak design tu, lepas tu kenapa main jahit jer
Makcik: Okay lah, i tak boleh bagi duit balik, nanti you amik jer kain dekat kedai i
Saya: saya tak nak kain. Macam mana saya nak tahu value kain tu sama dengan value kain saya
Makcik: Kain i 250, i dapat murah sebab i beli banyak. Lagipon kain you bukan berkualiti sangat. Kain reject!

(Saya adalah sangat terkejut okay)

Saya: Kenapa pulak kata kain reject. Saya beli kain tu dekat terengganu. Memang tempat sutera batik. Masa saya beli design tu baru keluar.
Makcik: I selalu beli kain la. Sekali i beli kain sampai 30 ribu tau. Setakat kain macam kain you i tahu sangat. I bukan nak berlagak. Tapi mmg i kalau beli kain 30 ribu
Saya: Kalau you boleh beli kain sampai 30 ribu tak kan you tak boleh ganti duit i 280 ringgit kot.
Makcik: I bukan tak boleh ganti, tapi memang i tak rosakkan baju you. Dah lah, nanti u datang kedai amik kain jer, suka hati you lah nak datang kedai bila. Jangan kol i lagi.. kol kedai jer.

dan dia terus letak telefon..

Adalah sangat kurang hajar okay makcik itu...

Kawan2 sekalian. Jika anda bercadang nak buat baju dekat Noora's butique di PKNS Bangi, sila batalkan niat anda.. Sebab makcik tua tu adalah sangat sangat sangat kurang sopan.

Sampai skang saya tak pergi kedai dia lagi.. Sakit hati okay.. Rosak kan kain orang lepas tu nak buat perangai macam tu plak..

Semoga Allah membalas perbuatan anda yang kejam itu!!!

The day when he went away

Warning: this entry can cause nausea. Stop reading whenever necessary or be prepared with a bucket in case u choose to continue reading till the end.

Its not the first time we parting from each other. When we first started our relationship 3 years ago, we started with a long distance which we only get to see each other once a month and whenever we are lucky, it will be more than once.

But that was way different, we are just like a phone call away, and KL isn't so far from Penang. Only 400 ++ kilometers, which he can always come and visit me whenever he want. and to drive up to penang will not give a damage to his pocket.

But now? It cost us 18RM for every minute of phone call and 1 RM per sms? Do we need the family plus plan still? Gosh our phone bill is soo going to hit the sky by now. and for me to fly there, haih.. we are talking about few thousands ringgit here people.

Agak terharu when he called me the day before he leave and ask me to help him print our picture, coz he want to bring it together with him. How thoughtful is that as i wasnt that thoughtful myself.

His last day in Malaysia does not end the way we plan it to be. I supposed to pick him up at 4.30 and send him to LCCT. But was late because of the stupid tailor (i'll write about this in a bit, lets put the spotlight on him for the time being). So i did not get to spend the very last quality time with him before he leave.

In the airport, i spend more time with his mom as compared to him. Not that im complaining, but it's him that i will missed. You get what i mean? Plus his garang abah, just make me feel like menikus dekat situ. (Yes, i know i was late, haih.. if only i can turn back time) The only sentence that his abah say to me that evening was just. "Jom, kiter pergi makan, buka puasa sesama and nak makan aper?". and that was it.

When he said his last goodbye and salam2 dengan semua.. i was just bz looking at him capturing the best picture of him using my eyes and store it deep in my heart. Masa tu dah sedih sket2 but still okay. and when he call me before his plane took off.. I just burst into tears. Real one. Then is when the reality sets in. You see! Its just one year, i know. But thats the problem when you rely too much on someone. Or more like when my life is part of his.

And the next day when i received a call from him, i could not stop smiling and even Boon said i am crazy as if i never received a phone call before.. Hey, its your boyfriend that call you from thousand miles away..

Truth is, i feel so lost without him.. How i wish i have Hiro Nakamura power now. So that i can help to fast forward the time.

to en azlan dear.. You'll be missed and all the best for your future and our future :) Jangan noti2.

Our last picture together, to those yang tanya. kenapa baju macam besar jer? sejak bila ada baju besar2 ni?

answer: kiter kena menghormati bulan ramadhan dan orang tua :)



Okay habis.. pergi muntah sekarang

Exam fever

It's exam fever, at least in my room. You can find me with my notes at one corner preparing for my mid term, my sist at the other corner with her spm books preparing for her spm trial and another sister with her book preparing for her UPSR.

Haih...

Somehow, i think im too old for exam. I read my notes over and over again but still i cant remember all the content inside like i used to when i do my degree.

Im happy but Im sad

Tak faham kan. Saya pon!! But that is what i felt.

Saya tak nak kena tinggal tapi saya tetap akan ditinggalkan.

Saya nak undivided attention tapi saya kena faham orang lain pon require attention

Saya nak ada a very good memory but sometimes circumstances doesnt really allow me to have what i want

Saya jadi sensitif tiba2 dan lepas tu mula lah memuncungkan muka sepanjang 10 cm. Kadang2 dia rasa saya muncung untuk something ridiculous, tapi saya rasa saya ada every right reason to memuncungkan muka.

Saya tengah cari flight ticket, saya harap harga tiket tak akan menyebabkan saya terpaksa rompak bank atau makan roti selama 3 bulan, tapi sampai hari ni, nampak macam impossible jer nak dapat tiket murah. Mungkin sebab saya plan to travel during december kot.

Setiap hari saya cari tiket flight, sampai boon suruh saya automate, tak payah buat manual lagi. Huhu. mungkinkah saya harus consider that suggestion seriously.

** saya ada mid sem exam isnin ni, dan assignment saya yang 30 muka surat. saya baru tulis setengah page jer.. (pressure)

Thank God

What a relief huh!! Excuse the quality of the picture.

God knows how scared i was when i saw the email landed on my mailbox, that i dont even dare to open the attachment.
Boon and Ji juen was the one who read it first and tell me that I pass.

And now I can smile :)

Alhamdulillah

Yes or NO

I want this high waist pants.. Cantik tak?